09 12 / 2013

Feeling like a shitty person right now.. I had to tell the person I babysit for that after next week I have to be done babysitting. They only really have me as a babysitter to rely on. And I can’t do it anymore. The reason I gave was because I am looking for a job, and it is true, but the other reason is I am doing 10 hour days for about 25 bucks a day. It seems like a lot, but it isn’t. If I had a job at minimum wage and worked those kind of hours, I would be making about 60 a day. I am just not making enough money from it now. And it’s hard since it is a 6 month old. I have been doing it for three and a half months for them. With some of the toughest hours I have ever worked as a babysitter. I would stay the night and be up at 5 30 some days with the baby. Then stay until 2 in the afternoon. Some days I went to school at 10 30 in the morning on 3 hours of sleep.. And have an 8 hour day at school. As mom put it I have to do what is best right now. I just hope it is the right choice. Doesn’t mean I feel less guilty though. 😞

Feeling like a shitty person right now.. I had to tell the person I babysit for that after next week I have to be done babysitting. They only really have me as a babysitter to rely on. And I can’t do it anymore. The reason I gave was because I am looking for a job, and it is true, but the other reason is I am doing 10 hour days for about 25 bucks a day. It seems like a lot, but it isn’t. If I had a job at minimum wage and worked those kind of hours, I would be making about 60 a day. I am just not making enough money from it now. And it’s hard since it is a 6 month old. I have been doing it for three and a half months for them. With some of the toughest hours I have ever worked as a babysitter. I would stay the night and be up at 5 30 some days with the baby. Then stay until 2 in the afternoon. Some days I went to school at 10 30 in the morning on 3 hours of sleep.. And have an 8 hour day at school. As mom put it I have to do what is best right now. I just hope it is the right choice. Doesn’t mean I feel less guilty though. 😞

07 12 / 2013

"All I wanted from you, was an hour, maybe two. You beat me at my own game, no it’s not okay. I’m the one whose peacin out. All I needed to do, was get just a taste of you. Now I’m sickened in my head, you poisoned me instead. Trust me, trust me. I think I got a heartbreak down." 

#nowplaying #heartbreakdown #pink #awesomesong #greatesthitssofar #ilovepink 

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"All I wanted from you, was an hour, maybe two. You beat me at my own game, no it’s not okay. I’m the one whose peacin out. All I needed to do, was get just a taste of you. Now I’m sickened in my head, you poisoned me instead. Trust me, trust me. I think I got a heartbreak down."

#nowplaying #heartbreakdown #pink #awesomesong #greatesthitssofar #ilovepink

LISTEN TO IT IF YOU HAVEN’T. PINK IS AWESOME 👍😁😍❤👌😜😊

07 12 / 2013

HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE @hillaryscottla ❤👍😍👌😘😃❤ #ladyaer #ladya #hillary #chris #perfect 

I am really trying to work on my English final.. I have to write 2 two page papers at least on a Greek tragedy and one on a modern play. They can be longer than that but i don’t want them to be lol. It is due Tuesday and I have the first part done. I just want winter break to be here already.

HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE @hillaryscottla ❤👍😍👌😘😃❤ #ladyaer #ladya #hillary #chris #perfect

I am really trying to work on my English final.. I have to write 2 two page papers at least on a Greek tragedy and one on a modern play. They can be longer than that but i don’t want them to be lol. It is due Tuesday and I have the first part done. I just want winter break to be here already.

04 12 / 2013

Yup started drinking with my friend Christie and my sister Ashlee. Drank 4 beers and 4 wine coolers. Never been drunk. The room is moving lol. Unfortunately I am not drink enough to forget what they said. Sorry you don’t feel comfortable talking about certain things in front of me still. Thanks for that. Really. 👎😪😞 said it all along. Fucking sucks. Being drunk isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. Especially when you can remember.

Yup started drinking with my friend Christie and my sister Ashlee. Drank 4 beers and 4 wine coolers. Never been drunk. The room is moving lol. Unfortunately I am not drink enough to forget what they said. Sorry you don’t feel comfortable talking about certain things in front of me still. Thanks for that. Really. 👎😪😞 said it all along. Fucking sucks. Being drunk isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. Especially when you can remember.

01 12 / 2013

Blurry but that is the time I have to be up almost all week.. Just kill me now. I haven’t had to get up this much in the morning since high school. But that’s what I gotta do for babysitting/money.. I just pray the baby is good for me so maybe I can nap when she does a bit! #alarms #early #imgonnabedead #allweek #ihategettingup

Blurry but that is the time I have to be up almost all week.. Just kill me now. I haven’t had to get up this much in the morning since high school. But that’s what I gotta do for babysitting/money.. I just pray the baby is good for me so maybe I can nap when she does a bit! #alarms #early #imgonnabedead #allweek #ihategettingup

27 11 / 2013

It’s my new best fiend Kate 😃👍 love her! She and I just became friends a few months ago and we are so alike it’s crazy! We even have the same middle name (Rae) which is really weird lol. Never thought I could make another great friend like her ❤ #katelyn #loveher #bestie #lol

It’s my new best fiend Kate 😃👍 love her! She and I just became friends a few months ago and we are so alike it’s crazy! We even have the same middle name (Rae) which is really weird lol. Never thought I could make another great friend like her ❤ #katelyn #loveher #bestie #lol

25 11 / 2013

OKAY. RANT TIME. 

ALL of the negative people saying all this shit about @hillaryscottla (and about lady a as well) need to STOP. She JUST had a baby and maybe if you knew what it was like being under that microscope from others you wouldnt be so quick to judge her right now. She is truly someone I and so many others look up to. She is something special in this world to us. You must have someone like that in your lives. And if you do then you understand how we feel about her, and Charles and Dave too. These 3 are truly the world to us Lady Aers, the people that go through the ups and downs as if it were personal. It IS personal when people start attacking them for ANYTHING. It IS insulting to us as much as it is to them to hear the negativity about them. We are grateful to them for so many reasons. We love them for so many reasons. They are special and perfect to us. We don’t insult your idols, don’t insult ours. Thanks.

OKAY. RANT TIME.

ALL of the negative people saying all this shit about @hillaryscottla (and about lady a as well) need to STOP. She JUST had a baby and maybe if you knew what it was like being under that microscope from others you wouldnt be so quick to judge her right now. She is truly someone I and so many others look up to. She is something special in this world to us. You must have someone like that in your lives. And if you do then you understand how we feel about her, and Charles and Dave too. These 3 are truly the world to us Lady Aers, the people that go through the ups and downs as if it were personal. It IS personal when people start attacking them for ANYTHING. It IS insulting to us as much as it is to them to hear the negativity about them. We are grateful to them for so many reasons. We love them for so many reasons. They are special and perfect to us. We don’t insult your idols, don’t insult ours. Thanks.

16 10 / 2013

i-jaz:

15.04 Internal Affairs

i-jaz:

15.04 Internal Affairs

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16 10 / 2013

amwx0:

So much sass..so much beauty..please stop.

amwx0:

So much sass..so much beauty..please stop.

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13 10 / 2013

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